...or should I say hoarding...
Anyway, I've been busy this week.
Emotionally, it's been a roller coaster.
Wow, this is my chance to switch careers. OMG, PANIC! What in the hell am I going to do if I don't do software? Everything is going to be OK, relax, you have until May 15th. Do I REALLY have until May 15th? OMG, PANIC! Seriously, I'm OK with this...it's time to move on.
Etc etc etc.
Getting very tired of it.
Any moment now, I suspect my head will start spinning and I'll be spewing tonight's dinner (tortellini with garlic marinara sauce by the way - was yum on the way down).
Everything else-wise...I've had a friend's car for the week while he and his wife were out of town (you know who you are - THANKS!!!) All I had to do was drop them off at the airport and pick them up when they got back - and make sure to fill up the tank, of course. :)
Boy, am I glad I really don't have a car. On the one hand, it was wonderfully convenient. On the other, I've become a lazy-ass shop-a-holic. And that was just the first two damn days. Good grief. Was teasing my friend via text that his car was costing me a fortune!!!! ha ha ha ha ha
I did manage to get some long overdue errands done that I've been putting off for the longest time and Spencer, Antonella and I went to shops and restaurants that we wouldn't normally go to on bus or bike. We used the car wisely...hee hee. And as much as I'm calling myself a lazy ass, I really didn't use it as much as I could have...Just the weekend and a few nights out for dinner.
As for the hoarding, well, since I did have a car, I hit the stores and stocked up on toiletries, cleaning stuff, cat litter, etc. The biggest containers I could get my hands on too. Several of each. Why not.
It cost me a big chunk of change, but one part of me said, "You got the car, take advantage of it, you are running out of everything." The other part of me said, "Stock up now while you still got the chunks of change. That way you won't have to worry about it later."
Then I got it all home and said "Where the hell am I going to put it?!?"
Worked that out.
Been reading again.
And doing a bit of organizing. Thinking of dusting off the Job Basket again. Yes, I've been ignoring it since the Holidays. Well, DUH. Is anyone really all that surprised I slacked off. Chaos. Hello.
Been ignoring my bike...she is feeling very neglected. Maybe Spencer will be successful in getting me out on her this weekend. We're going to continue with the clear weather/sunshine, need to take advantage of it!
Been knitting as much as I can on Spencer's argyle scarf that no matter how long it gets, it's still not long enough. Been knitting on that damned thing since November (ACK) and it's STILL not done. This is the last time I'm using such a complicated technique on such a looooooong project.
Feel free to remind me I just said that when I announce I've decided to make a double knitted argyle queen sized afghan - cos you know I'll forget all about the argyle scarf from hell and decide to do something completely and utterly stupid like that...sigh.
It stopped being "fun" and "cool" about 6 pattern repeats ago. I'm currently at 20. I've estimated that I need to do 33.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
You know, I thought when I first signed in that I've got nothing to say, why am I even here...and then stuff just started spewing forth.
Guess we're all just really lucky it's not the tortellini with marinara sauce, eh?
Friday, January 30, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
Herrrrrrrrreeeee Kitty Kitty....
...check out the KitKat Clock on the side...
Best thing? I have one just like it in my kitchen. hee hee hee
Best thing? I have one just like it in my kitchen. hee hee hee
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Fighting the urge to dive into a pint of Ben and Jerry's
Why? I'm being "tranisitioned out" of my company. My last day is May 15th.
Last Friday, one of five in my group was laid off. Today, myself and another team member were transitioned. He leaves the end of February.
Our boss is no longer a boss, he is back coding.
There are two folks left for the long run - we think. We still haven't heard from them.
We all got suspicious after the Holidays when our boss asked for a "Skills Set/Experience" thing.
In software, it means only one thing. Downsizing and you are hanging on by the skin of your teeth.
With no cavities, you'd think my teeth would be a lot stronger.
Anyway, after watching things like this happen to everyone else for the last 9 years I've been in this software company (and all past lives thereof), it was only a matter of time before it happened to me. Sooner or later your luck runs out.
Guess who's not going to the Casino this weekend.
What to do now. For now, I continue on...start getting myself and my resume in order and see what's out there.
Maybe now I'll lose some weight...have to so I can fit into my "interview" clothes. :)
Was just joking with Honey. I'll call it the "Transition Diet", write a book and make a fortune.
Maybe I'll reinvent myself and switch careers. What was the name of that book AmpuT?
Last Friday, one of five in my group was laid off. Today, myself and another team member were transitioned. He leaves the end of February.
Our boss is no longer a boss, he is back coding.
There are two folks left for the long run - we think. We still haven't heard from them.
We all got suspicious after the Holidays when our boss asked for a "Skills Set/Experience" thing.
In software, it means only one thing. Downsizing and you are hanging on by the skin of your teeth.
With no cavities, you'd think my teeth would be a lot stronger.
Anyway, after watching things like this happen to everyone else for the last 9 years I've been in this software company (and all past lives thereof), it was only a matter of time before it happened to me. Sooner or later your luck runs out.
Guess who's not going to the Casino this weekend.
What to do now. For now, I continue on...start getting myself and my resume in order and see what's out there.
Maybe now I'll lose some weight...have to so I can fit into my "interview" clothes. :)
Was just joking with Honey. I'll call it the "Transition Diet", write a book and make a fortune.
Maybe I'll reinvent myself and switch careers. What was the name of that book AmpuT?
Monday, January 19, 2009
Commenting on Comments...
...in the comments.
Was trying to comment in blog posts and stuff, but by the time I read the comments, then drag myself into blogger to write up a new post, well, the thought is gone, so I'm going to make comments immediately right then and there...right where you made your original comments.
Seems the easiest thing for me to do and now it won't seem like I'm ignoring anyone. :)
Was trying to comment in blog posts and stuff, but by the time I read the comments, then drag myself into blogger to write up a new post, well, the thought is gone, so I'm going to make comments immediately right then and there...right where you made your original comments.
Seems the easiest thing for me to do and now it won't seem like I'm ignoring anyone. :)
Reality
Today while out and about enjoying the lovely weather, Antonella, Spencer and I came across a very long line.
We were very curious to see what the line was for, so we followed it along.
Further and further we went...people of all types waiting in line. We thought maybe it was to get into a new shop...a book signing maybe? Someone famous?
When we got to the front... it was a line to apply for jobs at the CheeseCake Factory that will be opening soon in downtown Walnut Creek.
Goosebumps covered my body and a chill went down my spine. I really can't explain it, but I felt so strange seeing all these people in line. Like the bad economy was "real". Now, don't get me wrong, I know it's REAL. I've been living my life for so long watching every penny, cutting corners where I could. Living as simply as I could, buying second hand, nothing if it's not on sale or discounted...my lifestyle has not changed because of the bad economy. More and more other folks I know are starting to live as I have lived for a long time. It's second hat to me, so it was nothing "new".
You know how you see on TV, long lines to apply for jobs. The economy is bad, so retirees are going back to work, etc etc etc. It was always surreal, in another world. It's so different to see it in real life.
We looked back along the line. People of all ages, dressed all different ways, from suits to casual, young mothers with babies, teens, people of retirement age. There were so many. All lining up to fill out a form and take their chances to work at a restaurant. So many more people than there were jobs to fill.
(Not sure if I've explained myself here, pardon my brain barf.)
We were very curious to see what the line was for, so we followed it along.
Further and further we went...people of all types waiting in line. We thought maybe it was to get into a new shop...a book signing maybe? Someone famous?
When we got to the front... it was a line to apply for jobs at the CheeseCake Factory that will be opening soon in downtown Walnut Creek.
Goosebumps covered my body and a chill went down my spine. I really can't explain it, but I felt so strange seeing all these people in line. Like the bad economy was "real". Now, don't get me wrong, I know it's REAL. I've been living my life for so long watching every penny, cutting corners where I could. Living as simply as I could, buying second hand, nothing if it's not on sale or discounted...my lifestyle has not changed because of the bad economy. More and more other folks I know are starting to live as I have lived for a long time. It's second hat to me, so it was nothing "new".
You know how you see on TV, long lines to apply for jobs. The economy is bad, so retirees are going back to work, etc etc etc. It was always surreal, in another world. It's so different to see it in real life.
We looked back along the line. People of all ages, dressed all different ways, from suits to casual, young mothers with babies, teens, people of retirement age. There were so many. All lining up to fill out a form and take their chances to work at a restaurant. So many more people than there were jobs to fill.
(Not sure if I've explained myself here, pardon my brain barf.)
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Hmmmmm....
....I have decided I need to get out more...
I've just updated my Training Log over at MyFitness.com and it's waaaaaaaay too empty. Not enough little stick man walking icons or stick man cycling icons. And that's with adding all the times Honey and I went out while he was here. He left and the activity ended (get your minds out of the gutter!).
Sigh.
I don't like seeing an empty training calendar...must put more icons on it!!!!!
No more excuses...the bug is gone...out I go!!!! No more lolly-gagging on the couch feeling sorry for myself.
NOTE: I have gone out both yesterday and today, so I have been trying these past few days. Day off tomorrow...I'm out again!!!
I've just updated my Training Log over at MyFitness.com and it's waaaaaaaay too empty. Not enough little stick man walking icons or stick man cycling icons. And that's with adding all the times Honey and I went out while he was here. He left and the activity ended (get your minds out of the gutter!).
Sigh.
I don't like seeing an empty training calendar...must put more icons on it!!!!!
No more excuses...the bug is gone...out I go!!!! No more lolly-gagging on the couch feeling sorry for myself.
NOTE: I have gone out both yesterday and today, so I have been trying these past few days. Day off tomorrow...I'm out again!!!
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Miracles Do Happen...
This is just amazing...
Now, if I could only get rid of this stomach bug that's been hanging on since Monday. Thank God I work at home - 'nuf said.
Some knitting on the Argyle Scarf happening, a new blanket project started. Both of these projects are pretty cool and I enjoy working on them.
No bike riding happening...which is a real damn shame because the weather is just AWESOME!!! Poor Sgt. Puff sits lonely and neglected out on the porch...sigh.
I sit inside at my computer working and wishing I was outside with the wind in my braids...SIGH.
Now, if I could only get rid of this stomach bug that's been hanging on since Monday. Thank God I work at home - 'nuf said.
Some knitting on the Argyle Scarf happening, a new blanket project started. Both of these projects are pretty cool and I enjoy working on them.
No bike riding happening...which is a real damn shame because the weather is just AWESOME!!! Poor Sgt. Puff sits lonely and neglected out on the porch...sigh.
I sit inside at my computer working and wishing I was outside with the wind in my braids...SIGH.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
New Thing....Sammie on Sunday
Hi Everyone! I've come up with something new....
Sammie on Sunday
Sammie is my 15yr old Cat...my little Princess Kitty and Spencer's big Sis. :)
So now, for every Sunday, I will feature a photo of my kitty doing whatever she is doing on that Sunday.
For this first one, I'll put a few photos I've take over the last week and one I took when I first got my phone. These today are all phone photos, so forgive if they are blurry or whatever.
Everyone, this is Sammie, Sammie - this is everyone.
Here she is snoozing (her fav activity) on my comforter. Camouflage...she's doin' it right.
Here she is helping me knit last night - or was it Friday night? I sit up in bed, turn on the heated blanket and sit and knit while it warms up the bed. Sammie likes to "help".
Here we are Wednesday night - the day Honey left. Sitting on the couch feeling sorry for ourselves and just a bit cranky.
We're the Knitting Mafia - don't mess with us, we're bad ass and have pointy sticks!
Good heavens! We're scary looking...
Sammie on Sunday
Sammie is my 15yr old Cat...my little Princess Kitty and Spencer's big Sis. :)
So now, for every Sunday, I will feature a photo of my kitty doing whatever she is doing on that Sunday.
For this first one, I'll put a few photos I've take over the last week and one I took when I first got my phone. These today are all phone photos, so forgive if they are blurry or whatever.
Everyone, this is Sammie, Sammie - this is everyone.
Here she is snoozing (her fav activity) on my comforter. Camouflage...she's doin' it right.
Here she is helping me knit last night - or was it Friday night? I sit up in bed, turn on the heated blanket and sit and knit while it warms up the bed. Sammie likes to "help".
Here we are Wednesday night - the day Honey left. Sitting on the couch feeling sorry for ourselves and just a bit cranky.
We're the Knitting Mafia - don't mess with us, we're bad ass and have pointy sticks!
Good heavens! We're scary looking...
Thursday, January 08, 2009
Up and Out and Getting Back to Life
Well, guess that means I am out of the Self-Pity-Pit. Party's over!
Still sad about Honey being back in the UK - he made it safely BTW. We are chatting a bit online before he zombie walks off to bed. He's trying to stay awake until bedtime (it'll be an early bedtime, but at least the sun will have been set for a few hours).
But...I'm getting back into the swing of things. Have to... no choice. There's a kid to take care of, work to be done, and well, a whole basket full of jobs, and a shitload of knitting to be done, etc etc etc...
This time of year, people make resolutions. I don't. Just more deadlines that I can't keep to...and more unnecessary pressure on myself. I have enough stress with normal life - don't need to add any more.
What do I do? Well nothing about resolutions really. I mean, I do stuff as I get to it - there is no sitting idly in the Chaos, but I don't set expectations for myself. Only sets me up for major disappointment when I don't do what I wanted. Life is always interrupting here in the Chaos - we have learned to "Go with the flow".
I know the things that I want to do in the back of my head. I keep them there, safely filed away. There are personal things, project things, organizing things....life things. If I write them down or say them aloud - life usually steps in and ruins my plans. Sometimes things have to be put out there in the Universe - most of those are personal and they get "put out". The others? I pull them out as I can and take care of things here and there - that's how we roll in the Chaos.
Things get done - sometimes quickly, most of the time not so quickly. But they get done. And when they are done, I will toot my horn and tell you all about it. :)
That's my view on resolutions. At least that's what it started out as....sigh.
Still sad about Honey being back in the UK - he made it safely BTW. We are chatting a bit online before he zombie walks off to bed. He's trying to stay awake until bedtime (it'll be an early bedtime, but at least the sun will have been set for a few hours).
But...I'm getting back into the swing of things. Have to... no choice. There's a kid to take care of, work to be done, and well, a whole basket full of jobs, and a shitload of knitting to be done, etc etc etc...
This time of year, people make resolutions. I don't. Just more deadlines that I can't keep to...and more unnecessary pressure on myself. I have enough stress with normal life - don't need to add any more.
What do I do? Well nothing about resolutions really. I mean, I do stuff as I get to it - there is no sitting idly in the Chaos, but I don't set expectations for myself. Only sets me up for major disappointment when I don't do what I wanted. Life is always interrupting here in the Chaos - we have learned to "Go with the flow".
I know the things that I want to do in the back of my head. I keep them there, safely filed away. There are personal things, project things, organizing things....life things. If I write them down or say them aloud - life usually steps in and ruins my plans. Sometimes things have to be put out there in the Universe - most of those are personal and they get "put out". The others? I pull them out as I can and take care of things here and there - that's how we roll in the Chaos.
Things get done - sometimes quickly, most of the time not so quickly. But they get done. And when they are done, I will toot my horn and tell you all about it. :)
That's my view on resolutions. At least that's what it started out as....sigh.
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Giving in...
....sigh....
Honey left this morning so I'm feeling a bit down...so if you'll excuse me, I'm going to wallow down here at the bottom of the Honey-left-this-morning-blues-pit-of-self-pity for a bit. Have been trying to keep myself from sliding down into it all day, but gah - it's too much work - and it won't hurt to wallow a bit today.
Don't worry. I brought knitting. And cinammon pita chips.
And I won't be down here very long. Spencer comes back over to my place tonight - we've got lots to do - I'll have to claw my way up from the pit whether I like it or not.
In the meantime...check out this home made light box while I'm off wallowing. Spencer and I have been wanting to make one for a while and this one I found over at the Craftzine.com blog seems to be the most clever one yet - and cheapest.
Honey left this morning so I'm feeling a bit down...so if you'll excuse me, I'm going to wallow down here at the bottom of the Honey-left-this-morning-blues-pit-of-self-pity for a bit. Have been trying to keep myself from sliding down into it all day, but gah - it's too much work - and it won't hurt to wallow a bit today.
Don't worry. I brought knitting. And cinammon pita chips.
And I won't be down here very long. Spencer comes back over to my place tonight - we've got lots to do - I'll have to claw my way up from the pit whether I like it or not.
In the meantime...check out this home made light box while I'm off wallowing. Spencer and I have been wanting to make one for a while and this one I found over at the Craftzine.com blog seems to be the most clever one yet - and cheapest.
Friday, January 02, 2009
Even before it was Xmas, my true love made for me....
....a recycled bike rack for my balcony......
Once Ms Puffy went on her merry way (sniff), we still had 3 bikes to store on the back porch (balcony). My bike can't stand on it's own on the kickstand (it's just too heavy for it now with all the added "armor" as Spencer calls my baskets), the kickstand just doesn't work on Spencer's, and while Honey's bike can stand on it's kickstand, well... there just isn't any room for all of them.
Off we go to Sports stores, Target, Bike Stores. Didn't have anything I could use out on the porch that didn't either suspend the bikes from the ceiling, hang them on the wall or cost an arm and a leg.
Switch to Honey and Me standing out on the porch looking at all the crap that's out there (don't forget to read all Honey's parts with an English accent)...
Me: I really need to get rid of all this crap out here. We need to make some space for the bikes.
Honey: It can wait sweetheart.
Me: We need room for the bikes, it's gotta go. Now.
Honey: Hmmmmmmm...
Me: When Spencer gets home the two of you can take those old drawer things down to the dumpster. I've been wanting to take them down forever, but just never get around to it.
(The drawers were something I got free from the Thrift Store. They were 3 separate drawers, each in their own 'box' thing. I had brought them home, stacked, and screwed them together, then added wheels and Spencer used it as art supply/toy storage when he was little. They were now dismantled and out on the porch, gathering dirt and dust and piled up against the far wall annoying me.)
Honey (grabbing one and standing it on end): I think I can use these to make you a bike rack. Sure you don't want them for anything else?
Me: I was ready to throw them out, do whatever you want.
Honey: Where are your tools sweetheart?
Add tools...
Gratuitous Honey Bum Shot...
Drawers taken out and dismantled, holes cut where wheels can roll in, the whole lot screwed together (conveniently there were 3 drawers for our 3 bikes - it was meant to be).
TAAADAAAAA!!!!
Spencer's bike in the rack...
Close up of the drawer sides screwed on to stabilize the rack...
All the bikes parked and Happy! From the left, Honey's bike, Spencer's bike and Sgt. Puff aka the "Tank "
More bum shots just to make it fair...
Kitty's little bum didn't escape Honey's camera either...
And now, a trip to the hardware store for some "Ooops" paint. I'm going to scrub it clean and paint it nice and purty-like once the weather warms up and dries out.
I LOVE our new bike rack. The bikes fit in perfect and it all just works so wonderfully and Honey made it - custom, just for us.
Making the rack kept Honey busy while I worked, he got to use power tools on his vacation, and the whole thing was made from stuff I had around the apartment - we didn't buy anything to make it - anything! So that makes it free!
Thanks so much HONEY!!!
I think I'll keep you. SMOOOOCH!
Once Ms Puffy went on her merry way (sniff), we still had 3 bikes to store on the back porch (balcony). My bike can't stand on it's own on the kickstand (it's just too heavy for it now with all the added "armor" as Spencer calls my baskets), the kickstand just doesn't work on Spencer's, and while Honey's bike can stand on it's kickstand, well... there just isn't any room for all of them.
Off we go to Sports stores, Target, Bike Stores. Didn't have anything I could use out on the porch that didn't either suspend the bikes from the ceiling, hang them on the wall or cost an arm and a leg.
Switch to Honey and Me standing out on the porch looking at all the crap that's out there (don't forget to read all Honey's parts with an English accent)...
Me: I really need to get rid of all this crap out here. We need to make some space for the bikes.
Honey: It can wait sweetheart.
Me: We need room for the bikes, it's gotta go. Now.
Honey: Hmmmmmmm...
Me: When Spencer gets home the two of you can take those old drawer things down to the dumpster. I've been wanting to take them down forever, but just never get around to it.
(The drawers were something I got free from the Thrift Store. They were 3 separate drawers, each in their own 'box' thing. I had brought them home, stacked, and screwed them together, then added wheels and Spencer used it as art supply/toy storage when he was little. They were now dismantled and out on the porch, gathering dirt and dust and piled up against the far wall annoying me.)
Honey (grabbing one and standing it on end): I think I can use these to make you a bike rack. Sure you don't want them for anything else?
Me: I was ready to throw them out, do whatever you want.
Honey: Where are your tools sweetheart?
Add tools...
Gratuitous Honey Bum Shot...
Drawers taken out and dismantled, holes cut where wheels can roll in, the whole lot screwed together (conveniently there were 3 drawers for our 3 bikes - it was meant to be).
TAAADAAAAA!!!!
Spencer's bike in the rack...
Close up of the drawer sides screwed on to stabilize the rack...
All the bikes parked and Happy! From the left, Honey's bike, Spencer's bike and Sgt. Puff aka the "Tank "
More bum shots just to make it fair...
Kitty's little bum didn't escape Honey's camera either...
And now, a trip to the hardware store for some "Ooops" paint. I'm going to scrub it clean and paint it nice and purty-like once the weather warms up and dries out.
I LOVE our new bike rack. The bikes fit in perfect and it all just works so wonderfully and Honey made it - custom, just for us.
Making the rack kept Honey busy while I worked, he got to use power tools on his vacation, and the whole thing was made from stuff I had around the apartment - we didn't buy anything to make it - anything! So that makes it free!
Thanks so much HONEY!!!
I think I'll keep you. SMOOOOCH!
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Merry Christmas from the Chaos!!!
Our Chaos Tree...decorated while watching my new DVD of Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer...you know...the Burl Ives narrated, animated one...
"We are Santa's Elves...Filling Santa's Shelves...."
"Lots of toys for good girls and boys..."
"OHHHHH...We are Santa's Elves!!!"
And now I can't get that doggone song out of my head...meanwhile Honey and Spencer are merrily shooting the living daylights out of each other on the Xbox.
And off I go to cook our Xmas dinner while merrily humming that stupid little tune. It was cute last night...
"We are Santa's Elves...Filling Santa's Shelves...."
"Lots of toys for good girls and boys..."
"OHHHHH...We are Santa's Elves!!!"
And now I can't get that doggone song out of my head...meanwhile Honey and Spencer are merrily shooting the living daylights out of each other on the Xbox.
And off I go to cook our Xmas dinner while merrily humming that stupid little tune. It was cute last night...
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Boobie Tuesday, Special Edition
Have you fondled your boobies today? If not, you might want to... (or have someone else do it for you - hey, it has to be done, why not enjoy it?!?)
Don't forget, most important!!!
Don't forget, most important!!!
- Monthly self-exams
- Yearly Mammograms
Why do I bring this up now?
Funny you should ask.
I'll tell you.
Mid-November I was doing my own self-exam and found a tender lump.
A few days later was my yearly exam/physical. Doc takes a touchie feelie, yep, it's a lump alright. Sends me off with orders for a diagnostic mammogram.
Day before Thanksgiving, I'm getting all squished. Wait here while we check the films.
Step this way for an ultrasound, we need a better look. Wait here while we check the images.
Recommendation: biopsy
Cry on the way home. On the bus. It was raining.
Doc calls me back that afternoon with the name of some breast cancer surgeons.
Make appointment. J - That's where I was coming back from when you saw me going thru Heather Farms. I had just finished my consultation appointment with the surgeon and had found out exactly what I was up against.
Recommendation: Ultrasound guided needle core biopsy. We'll call hospital tomorrow and send over all your films and images. We'll call you when that's done so you can call them and set up an appointment.
December 18th, Honey and I bundled off to the hospital so I could have my procedure. It turned out a bit different than expected and now I have a small metal marker in my boob** - put there just in case they had to go back in for more. Oh, and we'll need to get a mammogram to mark the spot and record you have that in there. Gee. Thanks. You poke big fat needles in my boob and now you're going to squish it. Sigh. OK, you're all set - your surgeon will have the results at the earliest Monday.
Friday: soreness, occasional pain. Waiting.
Saturday: soreness. More waiting.
Sunday: We go out for a bike ride in the rain. The whole time this whole "is it bad or nothing" hanging over my head as I wait.
Monday: More waiting.
Tuesday morning: Results at last. I have good news for you. Nothing to worry about.
Easy for you to say. I wasn't the only one going thru this and my family, Honey, and a few very close friends have been waiting just as impatiently as I have. I haven't had a good night's sleep in a month.
I was in Target when I got the news. I cried tears of relief in the Target bathroom. And then again on the way back to the bus stop.
So Please, everyone. Do the needful and take care of yourselves and your loved ones. Make sure everyone has all their yearly exams and tests.
Luckily for me, the news was good. There are so many others where it is not.
I am happy to say that on the 11th 'anniversary' of when my Mother was diagnosed with colon cancer, I was not diagnosed with breast cancer.
We've had full days since Honey arrived. Out on the bikes and going all about and stuff. Now I hope I can FINALLY enjoy things and get into the Holiday spirit. And maybe now I'll be in the mood to decorate for Xmas.
I just haven't wanted to do anything.
** My first reaction was...is it made of plastic? Will it dissolve? Metal?!? Will it set off security alarms at the airport? NO?!?!?!?! wtf. What's the point in having something metal in your boob if it doesn't set off the scanners and embarrass the hell out of the poor soul unlucky enough to wand you. THAT'S NO FUN!!!! At least I got a laugh out of the ladies poking me with needles and stuff.
Friday, December 19, 2008
Now we can enjoy Honey's visit...
Hi All!
Honey made it here in one piece and has been very patient as I work out this week. As of 5pm today, tho, I'm on Xmas Vacation! YAY!
Today we took a long lunch and walked over to our favorite bike shop and purchased a used bike for Honey. We got a great deal. Once Honey heads back home, Spencer will be able to use it to ride around with me on the weekends. It's a very nice bike and the same type of one that was stolen from the BART station, only a newer model.
Honey has been spending his time working on a loaner bike we got from Spencer's Dad. It's a piece of crap bike that needed some chain oil and some brake ajustments. Honey has wonderfully done that and will test it out tomorrow.
Tomorrow is filled with bike testing, taking some stuff for donation, Spencer's soccer game and if there's any energy left - we will put up the Xmas tree and decorate up the apartment.
Sunday morning will hopefully be weather friendly enough for us all to hop on the bikes and hit the trail for a morning pit stop at Peet's and then a stop at Sports Basement to get some more locks and see what other sort of essential bike accessories we just have to have. hee hee
I am just so excited to get us all out and on bikes together. Going to have lots of fun.
Now all we need is Mother Nature to cooperate with some lovely weather.
J: We don't mind the rain. And yes, I was riding thru Heather Farms last Thursday, hope I didn't cut you off or anything. Was my first time riding in the darkness. Yes, my hair is long and I had it in braids. Did you notice my bright coral pink jacket?
Honey made it here in one piece and has been very patient as I work out this week. As of 5pm today, tho, I'm on Xmas Vacation! YAY!
Today we took a long lunch and walked over to our favorite bike shop and purchased a used bike for Honey. We got a great deal. Once Honey heads back home, Spencer will be able to use it to ride around with me on the weekends. It's a very nice bike and the same type of one that was stolen from the BART station, only a newer model.
Honey has been spending his time working on a loaner bike we got from Spencer's Dad. It's a piece of crap bike that needed some chain oil and some brake ajustments. Honey has wonderfully done that and will test it out tomorrow.
Tomorrow is filled with bike testing, taking some stuff for donation, Spencer's soccer game and if there's any energy left - we will put up the Xmas tree and decorate up the apartment.
Sunday morning will hopefully be weather friendly enough for us all to hop on the bikes and hit the trail for a morning pit stop at Peet's and then a stop at Sports Basement to get some more locks and see what other sort of essential bike accessories we just have to have. hee hee
I am just so excited to get us all out and on bikes together. Going to have lots of fun.
Now all we need is Mother Nature to cooperate with some lovely weather.
J: We don't mind the rain. And yes, I was riding thru Heather Farms last Thursday, hope I didn't cut you off or anything. Was my first time riding in the darkness. Yes, my hair is long and I had it in braids. Did you notice my bright coral pink jacket?
Monday, December 15, 2008
PANNNNNNNNIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not really, but I'm am about to start the last minute running about, cleaning, laundry, and general panic that comes before someone visits. Especially before Honey visits. He arrives TOMORROW NIGHT!
Gulp. So much to do still.
Still working on Pay It Forward Gifts. Yes they are late. But they are done, all I have to do is some finishing and I can send them off.
Finally back to knitting on SPencer's argyle double-knit scarf. God, I love this project! Definitely going to have to do some more - probably not projects as big as a scarf, but I just gotta do more! Four pattern repeats done, about 12 more to go...sigh.
Rode the bike a few times, then the rain started. I'm going to still ride in the cold tho. I'm still deciding on the rain. Oh, speaking of keeping warm on the bike, I found a club on Ravelry for bike riders. Lots of helpful advice and awesome ideas and patterns I'm definitely going to try.
It's been hard getting myself to do anything, but I think I'm getting back into stride.
Now, if you'll excuse me, I've got some online donations to get to...
Gulp. So much to do still.
Still working on Pay It Forward Gifts. Yes they are late. But they are done, all I have to do is some finishing and I can send them off.
Finally back to knitting on SPencer's argyle double-knit scarf. God, I love this project! Definitely going to have to do some more - probably not projects as big as a scarf, but I just gotta do more! Four pattern repeats done, about 12 more to go...sigh.
Rode the bike a few times, then the rain started. I'm going to still ride in the cold tho. I'm still deciding on the rain. Oh, speaking of keeping warm on the bike, I found a club on Ravelry for bike riders. Lots of helpful advice and awesome ideas and patterns I'm definitely going to try.
It's been hard getting myself to do anything, but I think I'm getting back into stride.
Now, if you'll excuse me, I've got some online donations to get to...
Monday, December 08, 2008
A wonderfully pleasant surprise...
You know, I really thought this weekend was going to suck.
There was lots of stuff planned...most of it planned not by me...as in if I had a choice, I wouldn't have done it.
All potentially wearing me out (more like burning me out) before MY only choice for the weekend happened.
SURPRISE!!! I enjoyed everything. And I even got in an unplanned shopping event!!!
I'm a bit worn out now...but I sure had a wonderful weekend.
And, good heavens, I really needed it.
Weekend started Friday night with me totally cranking that the weekend was going to suck. I don't normally do stuff like that because, well, attitude is everything, right?
Saturday, up bright and early after sleeping like crap. Kitty makes noise, I yell at Kitty to shut her pie hole, kid takes that as sign Mom is up for the day. No...it's before 8am on a Saturday for criminy's sake. go away....both of you. Take this as a sign that the weekend is TOTALLY going to SUCK, moan, roll over and try to go back to sleep.
Epic Fail...get up 20 min later.
Once I have breakfast in me, feel much better, chat with Honey online, lunch comes round, time to head out.
Xmas party first, then Soccer game with Spencer.
Take early bus after hearing bestest friend complain about her bus never showing up...dudes...it never. showed. up. She waited over an hour until one finally came.
Thinking again...gah...today is totally going to SUCK.
Early bus on time, BART train on time, get to designated ride meetup time early. Emerge from Downtown Oakland BART station to the music of several marching bands.
WTF?
hahahahahahahahahaha....Oakland's Holiday Parade!!!! hahahahahahahahaha
Quickly dial ride and say we have to meet on other non-blocked- off street around here, where you at? Craziness ensues, we meet ride, all is well. Much laughter follows.
Xmas party is a lot better than I thought - I knew more people this year, have good time chatting...and I even had a beer.
Head off to soccer game....beer wears off as we wait, and wait and wait for game to start.
Game starts, boys win 6-4. Happy kids, happy parents. Have accepted that we've missed last bus home from BART station...head off home.
Is cold out, but we only have to walk a short way to taxi stand, get lucky and get a nice driver. (Some of the drivers there can be c-r-e-e-p-y or just plain standoffish)
Get home snack, change, relax, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Up and at 'em early next morning...7am on Sunday people... It's time for SF Sock Club. YAY! And Spencer is coming with...hee hee.
We both really had second thoughts about going...we had to get up early after all, but we go anyway. Both of us have a total blast. AmpuT brought her son, another knitter brought her boyfriend, so the 3 "non-knitters" bonded over hot cocoa, pastries and video game discussion. (please note, that the boyfriend does indeed knit - just not yesterday - and had his eye on my Precious the whole time and is planning on making one - and you know I had my eye on him and the Precious!)
Spencer discovers Bike Shop across the street from the cafe, the boys head over to check it out.
Sock Club ends, we make a yarn run to ImagiKnit and head out home. Thanks for the ride home AmpuT and MyFK!!!! So glad to finally get the boys together...even if it was at a knitting club! How funny, cool, awesome, weird is that!!!
Both of us in an awesome mood...get home, Spence heads for the Xbox...he has a standing play time with a friend of ours from England. Some LIVE action shoot 'em up playtime. I chat with honey, Spencer gets his butt kicked and does some butt kicking as well.
Lunch is had, plans are made to meet Antonella for the afternoon.
Shopping ensues, awesome food eaten, Spencer gets some free goodies from the waitress, we walk to BART station and then taxi home.
Low and behold...it's the same driver from Saturday night! And he remembered us!!!
Hey you two!!! Same place as last night?
Yes please!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
Back home now, tea is made, layers put on, homework completed, Tornado shows watched (hey AmpuT, we watched those same shows!!!), not much knitting went on, but it was good to relax on the couch all snuggled up with the kid and the cat and a cup of tea and a big, warm, handknitted blankie.
Satisfied sigh emitted.
There was lots of stuff planned...most of it planned not by me...as in if I had a choice, I wouldn't have done it.
All potentially wearing me out (more like burning me out) before MY only choice for the weekend happened.
SURPRISE!!! I enjoyed everything. And I even got in an unplanned shopping event!!!
I'm a bit worn out now...but I sure had a wonderful weekend.
And, good heavens, I really needed it.
Weekend started Friday night with me totally cranking that the weekend was going to suck. I don't normally do stuff like that because, well, attitude is everything, right?
Saturday, up bright and early after sleeping like crap. Kitty makes noise, I yell at Kitty to shut her pie hole, kid takes that as sign Mom is up for the day. No...it's before 8am on a Saturday for criminy's sake. go away....both of you. Take this as a sign that the weekend is TOTALLY going to SUCK, moan, roll over and try to go back to sleep.
Epic Fail...get up 20 min later.
Once I have breakfast in me, feel much better, chat with Honey online, lunch comes round, time to head out.
Xmas party first, then Soccer game with Spencer.
Take early bus after hearing bestest friend complain about her bus never showing up...dudes...it never. showed. up. She waited over an hour until one finally came.
Thinking again...gah...today is totally going to SUCK.
Early bus on time, BART train on time, get to designated ride meetup time early. Emerge from Downtown Oakland BART station to the music of several marching bands.
WTF?
hahahahahahahahahaha....Oakland's Holiday Parade!!!! hahahahahahahahaha
Quickly dial ride and say we have to meet on other non-blocked- off street around here, where you at? Craziness ensues, we meet ride, all is well. Much laughter follows.
Xmas party is a lot better than I thought - I knew more people this year, have good time chatting...and I even had a beer.
Head off to soccer game....beer wears off as we wait, and wait and wait for game to start.
Game starts, boys win 6-4. Happy kids, happy parents. Have accepted that we've missed last bus home from BART station...head off home.
Is cold out, but we only have to walk a short way to taxi stand, get lucky and get a nice driver. (Some of the drivers there can be c-r-e-e-p-y or just plain standoffish)
Get home snack, change, relax, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Up and at 'em early next morning...7am on Sunday people... It's time for SF Sock Club. YAY! And Spencer is coming with...hee hee.
We both really had second thoughts about going...we had to get up early after all, but we go anyway. Both of us have a total blast. AmpuT brought her son, another knitter brought her boyfriend, so the 3 "non-knitters" bonded over hot cocoa, pastries and video game discussion. (please note, that the boyfriend does indeed knit - just not yesterday - and had his eye on my Precious the whole time and is planning on making one - and you know I had my eye on him and the Precious!)
Spencer discovers Bike Shop across the street from the cafe, the boys head over to check it out.
Sock Club ends, we make a yarn run to ImagiKnit and head out home. Thanks for the ride home AmpuT and MyFK!!!! So glad to finally get the boys together...even if it was at a knitting club! How funny, cool, awesome, weird is that!!!
Both of us in an awesome mood...get home, Spence heads for the Xbox...he has a standing play time with a friend of ours from England. Some LIVE action shoot 'em up playtime. I chat with honey, Spencer gets his butt kicked and does some butt kicking as well.
Lunch is had, plans are made to meet Antonella for the afternoon.
Shopping ensues, awesome food eaten, Spencer gets some free goodies from the waitress, we walk to BART station and then taxi home.
Low and behold...it's the same driver from Saturday night! And he remembered us!!!
Hey you two!!! Same place as last night?
Yes please!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
Back home now, tea is made, layers put on, homework completed, Tornado shows watched (hey AmpuT, we watched those same shows!!!), not much knitting went on, but it was good to relax on the couch all snuggled up with the kid and the cat and a cup of tea and a big, warm, handknitted blankie.
Satisfied sigh emitted.
Saturday, December 06, 2008
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